I am finally in DC and although we got here a while ago and haven't really done much I cant help but feel a bit... overwhelmed? I still don't think that its the right word to use but basically I am more than burnt out, I'm chard to a crisp. I don't want to read or watch tv or listen to music, more than anything I just want to sit. If I could I would take my brain out of its case and soak it in some alka-seltzer, maybe that would make it feel better. In reality its not that I dont want to do something but rather don't have the energy to.
Perhaps its underwhelmed instead. I dont have anyone expecting anything from me, no deadlines, phone calls to make or places to go, just here hanging out. Take for example this morning... I woke up, rolled out of bed and went to the kitchen at a leisurely pace to make some eggs. Then returned to bed where I turned on the tv to watch some epis of Degrassi, which ended and then I stared at Tasha while one episode of Will & Grace was on. She then left and me and Alca did our normal routine of staring at each other for the length of another epi until it was time for lunch. Went grocery shopping where I bought snacks and stuff for dinner tomorrow and now im here back at the comp again. I wish I could be more productive but I dont really have the desire to be anything but a lazy bum.
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